in the midst of everything that's happening right now with heather. i found love. i even had a girlfriend. my first in almost five years. i had a girlfriend for a day and a half..

i said this a few days ago:

"in the calm of winter there is always a feeling of sadness that falls upon me, a feeling of sorrow for past mistakes. this winter, however, you have freed me of this emotional burden. you have smitten me, my dear melissa."

what a long winter it's going to be now.